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looks like i can't delay anymore
time for my "confessions" post
totally bursting with emotions now cause i was playing the songs at camp
felt like it's the right time to do it
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ok
the following are not in any order at all
Yu Chen: it was such a difference meeting u for the first time in sec one and in sec 3, in sec one i guess maybe we were still too unfamiliar with each other, never thought i'd be ur friend one day, i guess god has really planned everything out for me and i can't escape his plans. there u came into my life again in sec 3. it was fun alright, sitting with u at the back, singing in class and irritating the hell out of the rest at the back. talked about alot and i really felt ok with u. found out u played a little bit of violin too. sec 4 was another long road. All the happy memories at ur house and ur songs are all in my head.Whether we go to nyjc anot, i hope that we'll keep in touch. May ur keyboards forever rock! P.S. try to improve ur voice, i know i'm not perfect but just giving advice :)
Ryan: woah, totally awed by u mate. sorta motivated me to study harder although i know u said u're just a mugger, not the criminal one. i can never forget ur laughs and candies. if it weren't for u, don't think i would have keep happy all the way with ur antics and tricks. I'll keep reading sam and fuzzy forever for sure, ninja mafias ROCK!
I-Zack: woah, woah, woah, this liverpool-soccer-die-hard guy totally owed me in the department of insanity and hypness hands down. Beat me in learning guitars too. Had fun with our radio station in class and our -censored- during maths tests. sry if i can't play soccer or keep secrets well enough for u. stay forever psched!
Nicholas: ...dunno y i'm writing this guy last...much be instinct...gotta compose myself first...
said abit of what i wanted to say during camp, the rest or just incomprehensible, undescribable, unimaginable, and just plain hard to say
of all u guys i know him the longest, at first we were just church friends and school mates, then later on became classmates, legion members, comfirmants...shared so much crap with this guy, his pain as well as mine if i had, didnt get fooled by his "ulterior" image, had some of the best times with this kid, the fat part is nt ur fault, u just gotta live with it and u did, may have been gay or bastard or plain hopeless but i would never give up on this doofus
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really cant put to words my heartfelt thanks, appreciation, and gratitude i have for u guys, i really couldn't have wished for better
during the camp, i imagined lousing u all and being alone, crap i'm crying already, without ur laughs, smiles, encouragement, i would really have nothing left in this world
in fact, u all have really half replaced the family in my heart
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i guess all i'm trying to say is i really wanna thank u all for being my friends, true friends, and i hope i had been one to u as well, and i'll hope that i can cheerish our friendship for years to come
thanksLabels: ray
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