Hey guys... been awhile since i last posted here
just wanna say somthings.. and set some stuff straight..
in the past i wld never have said this... in the past i wld have left ....
ok i suck at riting such sentiments to guys so just bear with me....
in the past i never wanted to be frens with u guys.. i just happned to sit where u were talking(i.e at ryans place)
i was skeptical that this frenship wld work.... and more imptly i dnt like any of u guys...bt i dont hate u all lar... haha .... when u guys came up with the name crysiz...i was like O.o.... cuz i was treating u guys like any other classmates in the class... and then we get laughed at and stuff...
these 2 years i grew to like u guys alot... though most of the times i still refuse to open up to u guys.... i still treat u all like any other classmates...
bt well....i realised tat u guys realy stick up for one another.. and i begin to like the idea of crysiz... bt being me i refuse to open up to u guys... haha thats me so live with it.. anw.... bottom line... u guys have been grt frens to me.. so thanks guys.. for these 2 years... i wasnt the way i wanted it bt i like it.. the adventures we have together are pricless...
i thought i never need to say taht i appreciate u guys lar.. bt thinking back.. wat happend to jasper... made me think alot lar..
To Cheang
yea u obnoxius son of a Bit*ch haha.... live life to the fullest man.... just rmbr to stop and think abt ppls feelinfs once in a while...
To Ryan
ah well known u since primary school thanks mate.. though i noe somtimes im a big prick ... haha sry man... thanks for being able to confide in u
To myself..
erm haha
to renyi
yea u rock dude belive in urslef u lack self confidence.. belif in urself and u can do it....
to iz...
haha 2 years with u... has gotten me into much trouble... bt i wont have it any other way... thanks dude...
now a conffesion of myself...
if u guys haven notcied there was a time i was potentially emo... haha shutting my self from the world... well haha i shall say somthings u wldnt have known abt me...
thoughts of sucide cross my mind super often.. well mostly cuz..... i dont noe lar...
well and thinking back on my life.. with u guys(and a whole bunch of other stuff) made me realised my life is much much more...thinking back on my life and refelciting.....
there were times when i really feel like giving up... bt i noe that u guys... are worth living for.. haha
so ..well this is the only time i shall open up... dont count on it on ever happening again...
i shall end here... im a very private person so its rare that i will ever open up... or tell the person i appreciate the person...(exept special case)
so gd bye! and gd luck.!
YC signing off.
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